Month: April 2020
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First trial part – 4
First week of treatment program has passed quickly. I have to say, that when you are in hospital and you are actively following the program you get into it. You forget where you are and you try to do your best. I got used to other patients and medical staff. It helped me that treatment […]
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Prva preizkušnja del – 4
Prvi teden zdravljenja je bil hitro za menoj. Moram povedati, da ko si v bolnišnici in aktivno sodeluješ pri zdravljenju, se kar vživiš. Pozabiš kje si in poskušaš kar najbolje opraviti zadane naloge. Navadiš se na osebje in paciente. Meni je pri hitri prilagoditvi pomagalo tudi to, da zdravljenje ni bilo tako grozno kot sem […]
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Adjustment part – 3
The purpose of hospital healing of addiction is also that you get used to daily routine. Because of that all activities are planned. We had to stick to the schedule. We woke up at 6.30, at 7.00 we had morning exercise and at 7.30 breakfast. Till 8.00 we had to make our beds and take […]
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Prilagoditev del – 3
Namen bolnišničnega zdravljenja odvisnosti je tudi ta, da osvojiš dnevno rutino. K temu pripomore urnik dejavnosti na oddelku. Vsak dan se je začel isto. Vstajanje ob 6.30, ob 7.00 jutranja telovadba in ob 7.30 zajtrk. Preostali čas do 8.00 je bil namenjen pospravljanju sobe in osebni negi (prhanje, britje). Sledil je pregled sob in ocena […]
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New rules – part 2
Nurse on the department accepted me kindly and relaxed. I had to fill in obligation papers. They checked my health insurance (in Slovenia treatment of gambling addiction is included in basic health insurance). I wasn’t really listening to instructions she gave to me. I got schedule of activities, rules of behavior and she accompanied me […]
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Nova pravila del 2
Dežurna sestra na oddelku me je prijazno in sproščeno sprejela. Izpolnil sem nekaj obrazcev in preverili so moje zdravstveno zavarovanje (pri nas v Sloveniji zdravljenje odvisnosti spada pod osnovno zdravstveno zavarovanje). Nepozorno sem sledil vsem navodilom. Dobil sem urnik dela na oddelku, pravila obnašanja in sobo. Na srečo so imeli ostali zdravljenci aktivnosti, zato sem […]
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Confession part 1
My biggest fears came true. I got so deeply in troubles that I had to give up and tell the truth to my family. That´s a thing you cannot prepare for. I tried to but I couldn´t sleep for a few days and nights. I was wondering how to tell that I´ve fallen again. That […]
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Priznanje – del 1
Uresničil se je moj največji strah. Zabredel sem tako globoko, da sem se moral predati in z resnico soočiti najbližje. Nekaj na kar se ne da pripraviti, saj sem kar nekaj dni in noči namenil pripravi, kako to povedati, da sem spet na tleh, v dolgovih in to ogromnih. Po vseh izrečenih obljubah, da je […]
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Odvisnost od iger na srečo – športnih stav Moja zgodba – uvod
Začelo se je popolnoma nedolžno kot oblika zabave s prijatelji v osnovni šoli, ko sem prvič vplačal stavni listek z nekaj tekmami. Le kdo bi lahko vedel, da bo to del mogočne zgodbe. Med srednjo šolo sem občasno stavil ampak nikoli resno. Sem velik ljubitelj športa in vešč v statistiki in poznavanju igralcev, bil sem […]
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Gambling Addiction – Sports Betting My story – Introduction
It started totally innocent as a fun activity with my friends in primary school when I have bet on my first match. Who would have thought it will become a part of mighty stroy. During my highschool I bet occasionally, but never seriously. I was always a big fan of sports and I have had […]
Gambling darkness 