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Ali verjameš v usodo? Del – 10
Velikokrat sem že slišal, da se naša življenja odvijajo, kot nam je usojeno. Da se rodimo z namenom in razlogom ter se stvari dogajajo kot je zapisano v zvezdah. Stvari in dogodki so v naprej določeni. Pa je to res tako? Star pregovor pravi: ˝človek obrača, življenje pa obrne˝. Kaj pa naša svobodna volja? Ali […]
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What to do, when crisis strikes?part – 9
No matter how good an abstinence plan you set for yourself, no matter how strongly motivated and determined you are, a crisis occurs. It has surprised me at first. I felt helpless and listless, but I didn’t realize I was in a crisis. Over time, I learned to observe and recognize myself and my feelings. […]
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Kaj storiti v krizi? del – 9
Ne glede na to, kako dober plan abstiniranja si zastaviš, kako močno si motiviran in odločen, kriza nastopi. Mene je na začetku vedno presenetila. Počutil sem se nemočnega in brezvoljnega, vendar se nisem zavedal, da sem v krizi. Čez čas sem se naučil opazovati in prepoznavati sebe in svoje občutke. Takrat sem ugotovil, da se […]
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Life begins where fear ends part – 8
As Osho, Indian guru and mystic, says, life begins where fear ends. I found his books when I was solving my mental problems. I discovered, that deep inside me I had problems with fear. I didn’t appreciate my choices and I always sought other´s opinions. To me it was always very important what other people […]
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Življenje se začne, kjer se strah konča del – 8
Tako pravi Osho, indijski duhovni učitelj, avtor knjig na katere sem naletel med procesiranjem svojih težav. Odkril sem, da imam globoko v sebi težave s strahom. Ne cenim svoje izbire, vedno iščem drugo mnenje. Seveda se mi zdi zelo pomembno kaj drugi mislijo o meni, o mojih dejanjih in kaj bodo rekli na to. S […]
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My inspiration and motivation part-7
During the treatment, one special method of therapy, was my favorite. Reciter club where we read poems from many different authors. Mostly Slovenian but also some foreign. In this fast world we are living, we forget the things that we actually like. Here in Slovenia we have a saying ˝Far from the eyes, far from […]
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Moja inspiracija in motivacija del – 7
Med zdravljenjem sem se zbližal s prav posebno obliko terapije. Recitacijski krožek, kjer smo prebirali pesmi številnih avtorjev. V glavnem slovenskih, nekaj pa tudi tujih. Ob hitrem tempu življenja kot ga imamo, velikokrat pozabimo na stvari, ki jih imamo radi. Znan je rek, daleč od oči, daleč od srca. In res je. Sam si nikoli […]
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Basic problems part – 6
After first few weeks of the treatment I got basic insight in my problems. I reconcile with the fact, that addiction was controlling my life. During this period, I accepted many compromises that were inevitable because of hiding the truth, running away from real feelings and because of creating false ego. I wasn’t capable of […]
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Osnovna težava del – 6
Po nekaj tednih zdravljenja sem dobil osnovni uvid v moje težave. Sprijaznil sem se z dejstvom, da je odvisnost usmerjala moje življenje. V času odvisnosti sem sprejel mnogo kompromisov, ki so bili neizbežni zaradi skrivanja resnice, bežanja od čustev in ustvarjanja lažnega ega. Nikakor se nisem znal in želel soočiti z resnico ampak sem ji […]
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Desire? It´s familiar to me part – 5
First work I had to do in the treatment, was writing a biography. I had to describe my feelings, experiences, important events in my life, fears, disappointments and desires. It is important that you remember your childhood. That you find your first memories and feelings about them. I had big troubles with finding my first […]
Gambling darkness 